All You Have To Do

All You Have To Do is stop looking at me like I mean the world to you. The are things I'd like to do to you, bad things and knowing you don't suspect a thing will make them all the more pleasurable.

Or maybe you do know that I plan on hurting you in the not-so-distant future,and you have decided that the ride will be worth the fall.

Which makes me,a very bad person.

All You Have To Do is stop mistaking my aloofness for snobbery. There are things I don't want to be a part of, your life and your silly mind-games for example.

Or maybe you do know that I don't think I'm better than everyone else and you just want to invite me into your world,you want to share with me the deeper parts of your soul and I just won't realize that.

Which makes me,a very shallow person.


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All You Have To Do is be honest with me. If u told me you wanted to break my heart, I'd tell you to take away the most important thing in my life: you.

If you told me you wanted to see me wet,I'd go to a rain-forest and stand there,in the soaking rain for as long as my heart still loves you - and that is a very long time.

Which makes me, a very stupid person.

All You Have To Do is speak your mind during all the times that the world expects you to be quiet. And after saying all that you have always wanted to say,take action.

Or maybe you have been taking action and what I really want is you to take a step in the right direction. Which is any direction "away" from me.

You are no good to me or for me. Yes, walk-away.

Making me, a very happy person.

Status Update

3 painful things in love: 1. Right love at the wrong time. 2. Being in love with someone you just know wouldn't last. 3. Loving someone who loves another.

You know,your status update got me thinking. It might say 3 days ago but its message still reverberates in my ears to this minute. I'm sorry to trouble you with my problems,I know you weren't applying for a post as a shrink when you hit "Share" but you got a chance to tell "What's on your mind",please grant me the platform to do the same. *sigh* Right love at the wrong time. Right love at the wrong time.

See,here's what I went through: I fell in love with a bright girl who knew what she wanted from life and just what she needed to do to get where she wanted to be. We had our magic moments. I always knew that her and I were polar and it fascinated me to see the two of us trying to make it work. Honey-sweet kisses. Awesome hugs. Cute pet-names. We had it all. We were happy until it was time for careers to commence and semesters to begin. The START of those two things marked the END of a great love. A love reminiscent of Romeo + Juliet and Cleopatra + Anthony. We almost had it all.

But then again,I think it was the wrong love at the right time actually,which is why the flame seemed so powerful,rich and intense at first but in the end: much to the disappointment of every hopeful witness' eye - it was but a small spark in a world full of darkness.

P.S. But even my story has a happy ending. See,in the absence of love,the world appears dark. Until a new love comes along. Or in my case,until you realize you can't see love's light if your eyes are closed shut in fear of seeing the pain false love brings to the people in the world around you. Pardon me. False love? If it hurts,it wasn't even love to begin with. Open your eyes. And see the light that was always shining before you. Open your eyes!!! The eternal flame you seek,the love of your life,your...your soul-mate,is but a kiss away.